My first attempt at writing. Feedback is appreciated.
Caitlyn #1
Let me start by telling you about myself and my situation. My name is Bill and I am 48 years old. I’m 5’ 10”, 195 lbs. I have a “dad bod” I guess but in fairly good shape. I have been “happily” married to my wife Monica for the past 16 years. I put “happily” in quotes because while there is still love there we haven’t really been husband and wife for years. About 9 years ago my wife had a miscarriage. Since then she has suffered from depression and generally unhappy. She says she loves me but won’t see a therapist or deal with the lack of intimacy we have had since and decided she didn’t want to try again, so I went and got a vasectomy. Not that it mattered much since we rarely have sex anyway. But we get along well otherwise, have fun on vacations, support our daughter’s cheerleading and dance team events, go out with friends, and otherwise act like a happy couple. I find myself watching lots of porn to satisfy my needs.
Speaking of our daughter; her name is Caitlyn, She is very popular and active in her school. She has done dance and gymnastics for years and on cheerleading squad at her school.. She is 5’4” with a bubble butt, toned legs, flat tummy, and long dirty blonde hair. Her still developing breasts are currently 34B, in my estimate, but look larger against her petite frame. She has been dating her first real boyfriend, Trevor, for about 4 months now.
Caityn is a fairly typical girl. She loves posting on TikTok and Instagram with her friends. Her mom and I have access to her accounts to monitor them. Of course this brings the extra benefit of noticing how her friends are developing and becoming more beautiful as well. However, I have never thought about my daughter in a sexual way. I am also aware my daughter is attuned to issues between me and her mother and is aware that she is an only child due to the miscarriage. Which leads up the whole situation I got myself into.
Right after Christmas and being it is the end of December we usually go to visit my wife’s sister and her family. This year however Caitlyn’s dance team has a competition that vacation week and can’t go. She also wanted to spend NYE with her Boyfriend at his house. So my wife went to her sister’s alone and I stayed at home. I am not really into NYE partying anyway.
My company had a light work week and I worked from home so I could be around. My daughter was at dance practice for the next hour, so being bored and horny, I decided to go into my home office and scroll through my daughter’s friend’s accounts and see what her friends posted. Finding some really cute ones I pull out my dick and start stoking. It didn’t take me long to get hard and I was scrolling through posts turned on by all these hot young girls. Stroking my cock that has grown to nearly it’s full 7 1/2 inches, I found a post from back in August I never saw before that her friend Brittany had posted at a pool party. Brittany is pretty cute and the video had her facing forward with two other girls I did not recognize facing away. Brittany starts mouthing words to a song while all three sway their hips in unison. The girl on the left was the most striking. She had an incredible body and was wearing a thong, showing off her absolutely perfect ass. As I continued to stroke staring at this goddess the two girls turn around, and I see that the beauty I am rubbing my cock to is my daughter. I was shocked! I have never seen her in a thong before. I didn’t know she even owned one. A wave of guilt poured over me and I flipped to another video with some other girls. But the more I scrolled the more my mind drifted back to my daughter, who was by far the most beautiful of all her friend’s, and dare I say the sexiest in the reels I was watching. I stopped stroking and as my cock subsided a bit I decided to hesitantly go back and watch the whole video. I guess I was hoping to clear my head now that I know who it was. After all I was taken by surprise, right? I was stroking to a beautiful girl and I had no idea who it was. I’ll focus on the other girls instead.
Scrolling back I find the video and watch the whole thing. The worst part was I watched it two more times and each time I was fixated on my daughter’s incredible body. I found myself getting hard again...for MY DAUGHTER! I always appreciated how beautiful she was, but never saw her in this way. And here I am fighting the urge to to just grab my hard cock and stroke to my own daughter. I guess when these things happen you justify it to yourself. After all it’s just a video..not really her right? So I start stroking, telling myself it’s for the other girl’s in the video.
As I replayed the reel over and over I couldn’t get over my daughter’s body. I felt myself getting close and tried to shift attention to the other girls, but my daughter had me fixated. I stood up and came so hard. Shooting rope after rope of hot cum onto my office desk.
I cleaned up and feeling both relieved and guilty, I said to myself that it is out of my system. And I left to go pick-up my daughter from practice.
As she jumped into the car I saw my daughter not as my little girl to be protected but as a gorgeous woman that men desire. I’ve seen other men, including friends of mine look at my daughter, as I do to theirs, so I understand these things. So here my daughter is sitting next to me texting away, probably to her boyfriend, and all I see are long beautiful legs, and the tight fitting dance outfit she’s wearing that shows all her curves. I tell myself to relax and it will all blow over.
Two days go by and she’s at dance practice again. Tomorrow is the competition, so she will be there for a couple hours. I decide to pull up some porn on my laptop. I find one that has a really petite blonde with a great body talking to her stepdad (they are always “step” on videos). I skip ahead and she gets on her knees and pulls out the guys cock and starts sucking. Pulling it out and saying things like “Ooh daddy, your cock is soooo big” and “Daddy will you fuck me now like you fuck mommy?” I found myself stroking away. Images of my daughter in the reel popped into my head. I tell myself that maybe incest porn wasn’t the best idea. I paused the video, shocked that I was back to fantasizing about my little girl again. I was so horny and pre-cum is dripping from my rock hard cock. I start thinking about my girl in her dance outfit and that reel I saw with the thong. I couldn’t help it. I took my phone I pulled up her account. I started scrolling. I know I had seen some posts over the months that at the time were innocuous, but now in my fevered, obsessive need, I wanted to see my girl — not as my daughter — but as a hot sex object to be used for pleasure. Two reels in particular caught my attention. One is her alone in her room dancing and spinning around to a song wearing black leggings and a sports bra. As she turned that perfect ass drove me wild. The other video was with her friend after cheer practice. Both are wearing their cheerleader uniforms with the older style, short pleated skirts. As they turn, and sway and dance to the song I am saying my daughter’s name over and over out loud as I stroke to what feels like a huge impending orgasm. It did not disappoint. I shot another huge load onto my desk, with one shot going almost a foot hitting some papers, which I would have to just throw away and reprint. I collapsed into my chair, again feeling a twinge of guilt, but seemingly less than last time.
After we got home from dance Caitlyn asked me to help her do her laundry, cause she needed her stuff for the competition the next day. I agreed to help her and she brought a basket of dirty clothes to the laundry room.
Putting the stuff in the washer I come across a couple pairs of her panties. As I hold one of them, I slowly lift them to my nose. The aroma of my daughter wafted into my senses. To me it was a combination of sweet, clean innocence, and hot sweaty sex object. I found myself getting hard again, and I slipped the panties into my pocket.
Later that evening my daughter went to bed early since we needed to leave for the competition early the next day. So he gave me a hug and bounded off to her room. I went to mine as well, and as I lay on my bed I pulled out the panties from earlier and sniffed them again. I pulled out my phone and found that video of her and her friend in their cheerleading outfits. I let the video repeat and propped the phone up against a pillow. Holding the panties to my nose with one hand and stroking with the other, I once again went between feelings of how wrong this was...especially with my daughter just down the hall...and pure ecstasy. I started wondering is she and Trevor were having sex. She’s too young I thought, but not too young to be a hot sex object right now in my mind. Oh my god, one can drive themselves crazy thinking about this.
My cock right now is the hardest it has ever been in recent memory, clearly needing of release. I wrap the panties around it and feel the soft fabric rub up and down. All I want at that very moment in my raging lust is to go into my daughter’s room and impale her tight pussy with my huge throbbing cock. I want to show her what she does to men and how hot she is. Make her moan and scream in orgasm as I blow a huge load deep inside of her. Just then I feel boiling hot cum erupt out all over the panties and all over me.
I lay there for a moment and realized that as of then, nothing would be the same. This is not something I would simply get past. My daughter would forever be a sex object in my mind. My only promise to myself is that she will never know. This will be in my own private space only. With her I will be the loving dad I always was. I showered and went to bed, tossing the soiled and cum-stained panties in the closet.
The next day we went to the dance competition and while my mind did drift to thoughts from the night before, I managed to hold it together. Her team came in third out of 12 teams so the girls were happy and we headed home with a trophy. Little did anyone know what thoughts were brewing in my head.