I've accidentally disobeyed my Doms before, but this particular Femdom took the act of punishment very seriously and also gave me a new extreme experience to share.
Hi, I’m Brandy. I’m 28 yo Bi Sub, 5”4”, 115 lbs, blonde hair, brown eyes, 32C breasts with permanently erect nipples (have been my whole life), and a waxed pussy … yes, I got tired of shaving and waxed myself damn that hurts. I’ve been a Sub most my life although I didn’t know it for quite a while. I do prefer men, but I am now a very well trained obedient Sub and will do whatever I’m told to by a Dom or Femdom. If you’ve read my some of my other posts about my journey finding out who I am and what my needs are, I hope you enjoyed it; if not let me repeat a little of the intro. My OBGYN once asked me how often I liked to have sex and I told her at least 2 hours a day. She seemed to have misunderstood and asked how many days a week and when I said every day she paused, wrote something in my chart and told me I was “oversexed”. I asked if that was a problem and she said only if it interferes with your life. I almost laughed as it is my favorite part of my life and told her it wasn’t a problem. She didn’t ask any more questions, but I suspect she realized that explained the various marks and bruises in private areas of my body.
I have several Doms and three Femdoms that I visit, but I like variety and my sexual appetite is almost insatiable so I need to see different people for different experiences. I am upfront with them and my Doms all know about the others. Everything in my life was fine until one of my Doms contracted COVID-19, so I had to quarantine for 10 days and get tested regularly; well guess what even though I had no symptoms I tested positive which means I had to remain in quarantine until I had 3 negative tests on three separate days. So if you’ve read either of my latest two posts you’ll know I’m free again and have been making the rounds with all of my Doms and Femdoms to satisfy the pent up sexual desires from being quarantined so long. After writing about two of my Femdom experiences I realized that I really like being with girls almost as much as I do men, so I’ve spent a good deal of time with my three Femdoms; one of which gave me a new extreme experience that I want to share as doing so pleasures me as much as many of you when I write it and relive it.
I met one Dom right after I graduated college that was exceptionally strict. Another Fem Sub that I knew told me about him and said he was too strict for her, but she thought he would be a good fit for me. She was definitely right about that. He trained me very well, including training me to cum only on command which let me tell you is not a course I’d recommend to anyone not able to handle a lot of punishment over a long period of time. My Doms all know about this now and use it to ensure I cum when, and only when, they want me to. But this is not what this post is about. Now that I no longer need to post as an outlet for my needs, I’ve decided to do it occasionally just for fun. So this post is about a new experience I had with one of my Femdoms last Saturday. Note that any names are made up but the story is true. Also, I’ve intentionally omitted all of our tattoos and piercings so that everyone I write about can remain anonymous.
I had arranged to meet “Shasha” at her brownstone in Brooklyn at 10AM last Saturday. This required I get up early so I could shower and dress properly in time to catch a subway to Times Square and transfer to another train that took me close to Shasha’s place on time. I arrived early so I waited on her front steps before ringing the bell, eagerly awaiting whatever Shasha had in store for me today. Although Shasha liked to do things in a particular way and only occasionally varied from the routine she had established with me. I was OK with that, because even though I wasn’t expecting anything new, Shahsa was great at making me please her and allowed me to be pleasured as well.
Finally it was exactly 10AM and I rang the bell; Shasha immediately buzzed me into the entrance which had a double door. I let the outside door close behind me and as soon as the latch clicked, Shasha opened the inside door. Sasha is very tall and strong, she is at least 6’2” and had played on her varsity basketball team in college; however, she had many other talents so she took a job in a different field after she went to Grad school but had remained in top physical condition. Shasha’s family brought her to NYC from an eastern European country when she was a young teenager; her English was impeccable and her accent had become mostly Brooklyn, but she still had that slight European accent which made her voice even more intimidating as she usually spoke very sternly. I didn’t look up at her because that was forbidden before I was given permission. She told me to remove all my clothes and leave them on the chair by the door which I did staring at the floor the entire time. Shahsa told me to kneel on my hands and knees which I obediently did; then fastened around my neck a leather collar studded with metal beads which was attached to a leash.
Pulling on the leash, she led me into the living room and stopped in front of the sofa, then told me to kiss her shoes which I obediently did long and softly until she told me to stop. Shasa sat down on the sofa and told me to suck on her toes, so I carefully removed her shoes and sucked on each toe gently through the stockings she was wearing. After I had finished with the last toe, Shasha said “Brandy, you may look up now”. Up until now this had all been part of our normal routine; however this time she caught me completely off guard when I saw her because she usually was in full dominatrix dress when I looked up, but this time she was wearing shiny back stiletto heels, a fine black mesh stockings, a fairly short black cotton dress, a pink cotton top, and the only thing that stood out was she had a smooth leather collar around her neck.
Sasha stood up towering over me, took a blindfold that was lying on the couch and told me to put it on; as I did this I caught a glimpse of the cat-o-nine tails whip that was on the couch and knew exactly what was going to happen next. She pulled me by the collar into the center of the room told me to stand up, spread me legs, and within seconds I felt the whip across my back; Shasha repeatedly whipped the back of my body from my shoulders down to my calves sending waves of painful pleasure through my body. When she was done with the back of my body she moved to the front and proceeded to whip me from my shoulders all the way down to my feet; although not quite as hard as she whipped my back since the front of my body was much more sensitive. Shasha paid special attention when she whipped my breasts, pussy and inner thighs; delivering just the right amount of pain that it made me very aroused and I could feel my pussy start to moisten. Once she caught me directly on my clit and I moaned softly as a jolt of pleasure shot through my body.
When Shasha had whipped my entire body she dropped the leash and let me stand there for a couple of minutes feeling the burning sensation all over my body from the whip; then she told me to take the blindfold off. Sasha was standing directly in front of me legs slightly spread with her hands on her hips, but she had removed her skirt and top to reveal her true outfit that was underneath which was a leather corset to which her mesh stockings were attached, the corset ran up to the bottom of her large firm breasts and then was attached to the leather collar around her neck by a small strip of leather that ran between her breasts. Shasha dwarfed me and she was so beautiful with her shoulder length shiny black hair, brown eyes that were so dark they almost looked black, her breasts in perfect symmetry with her size and a small patch of short black pubic hair that had been neatly trimmed to a triangle above her pussy.
Shasha reached over with one long arm, grabbed the leash and pulled me towards her; I obediently followed although she was so strong there is no way I could have resisted even if I wanted to. She grabbed my entire head with one hand and pressed my face firmly against her left breast then said “suckle”. Her breast was so large it covered my entire face and I was fortunate to have gotten a deep breath of air before she pulled me forward. I sucked on her breast, licking and nibbling gently on her nipple trying not to think about the fact I really needed another breath. She grabbed my hair and pulled me back for a couple of seconds, I gasped pulling as much air as I could in and then one last deep breath as she pulled me forward again to suck on her breast some more. After three repetitions of this, Shasha pulled me to her right breast and I sucked that one as well. When I was done, both of Shasha’s nipples were hard and she led me over to the sofa where she sat down and commanded me to kneel which I immediately did.
Shasha spread her legs wide apart so I could see her large pussy and enormous clit; she pulled on the leash so my face was between her legs and simply said “pleasure me”. I used all of my fingers to spread the lips of her pussy wide and saw she was already wet inside; I slowly licked up and down the sides of her pussy stopping each time at the top to lick and nibble gently on her large clit. After a few minutes Shasha began to moan and I looked up to see she had her eyes closed and head tilted back. I licked harder and deeper into her pussy, occasionally withdrawing my tongue to lick and suck hard on her clit which made her moan louder. I always probed as deeply as I could with my tongue, but could never find Shasha’s g-spot and wondered if it was possible she didn’t have one but I knew she liked it when I licked the roof of her pussy hard and fast which I was doing now.
Shasha was pulling me forward hard on the leash and moving her hips to meet the strokes of my tongue rubbing her whole pussy against my face with each stroke. I moved my head to position it right over her swollen giant clit then sucked and licked it hard as I slid three fingers into her pussy and stroked the roof of her pussy hard and fast. Shasha cried out “I’m cumming” and seconds later I felt the thrusts of her body against my face; I stopped sucking and pressed my tongue hard against her clit and thrust my fingers deep into her pussy pressing hard on the roof, I pressed the thumb of my other hand against her ass without penetrating it. Her whole body shook as she came hard crying out loudly while pulling so hard on my leash it was choking me and I could feel her ass clench against my thumb each time her body thrust forward. After her orgasm subsided, she dropped the leash and just lay there with her head back and eyes closed breathing very hard. I licked her pussy very lightly which was now swollen open and three more times over the next minute or so her hips thrust forward uncontrollably as she moaned loudly with each thrust.
I knelt in front of Shasha awaiting her next command and after a while she sat up, briefly said “good girl” and removed the collar around my neck letting it and the leash fall to the floor. It made me happy that I had pleased her. Sasha stood up and told me to lie on the sofa facing upward; I knew what she was going to do and she was the only Femdom I’ve ever met who was strong enough to do it. Shasha wrapped her arms around my waist and crossed her arms behind my back; then in one swift movement she lifted my whole body off the couch so that I was hanging upside down with my face directly in front of her pussy and her face directly between my legs which were spread wide enough so that each leg was resting against her shoulders. My long hair hung down brushing against her legs and I was very aroused at the feeling of complete helplessness as she held me there dangling in front of her.
Shasha started mid thigh and bit down hard making me moan softly, she continued to bite one thigh until she was just at the edge of my pussy then switched to the other leg and repeated biting me until she reach my pussy. My pussy was already wet when she started biting me, but now it was swelling with my lips slightly spread; knowing what was expected of me I spread my legs wide open until my ankles were pressed against the back of her shoulders. Shasha plunged her tongue deep into my pussy and then withdrew it, then plunged and withdrew again; fucking me with her large tongue. It didn’t take long before I was moaning loudly; I reached around with both my arms and grabbed the back of her upper thighs with my hands holding on tightly. Shasha continued to fuck my pussy with her tongue stopping periodically to lick and suck on my clit as I moaned loudly; I pressed my face forward and started to lick Shasha’s clit from the top down which made her moan and pick up the pace fucking me faster with her tongue. She could feel my body shaking in her arms when I heard her give the command “Brandy cum” and then plunged her tongue as deep into my pussy as it would go. I cried out as my whole body shook with an intense wonderful orgasm, cumming for a long time. When my body started to relax I realized I was still digging my fingers into the back of Shasha’s thighs and started to lick her clit downward again hard and fast; the tip of her clit was so large it stood out like a tiny penis and I was careful to make sure I stroked that tip hard with each lick. I didn’t realized how close Shasha was to cumming already and it only took a few seconds before I heard her cry out as she came again with my tongue pressed hard against her enormous swollen clit; she was squeezing me so hard with her arms I thought she might break one of my bones.
When Shasha stopped cumming she threw me on the sofa and I landed on my back looking up at her; Shasha had her hands on her hips and glaring down at me said “You know the rules and I didn’t tell you to pleasure me”. I replied, “I’m sorry Mistress, I only wanted to please you”; but it was too late I did get caught up in the moment and broke the rules which meant I would have to be punished. This is one of the disadvantages of having multiple Doms; as a Sub even when you’re hanging upside down swooning from ecstasy after an orgasm you still have to obey each Dom’s rules which are all different. I had never broken one of Shasha’s rules before, so I was a little nervous about what my punishment would be given that I already had welts forming on my back from her whip and that was meant for pleasure.
Shasha grabbed me by my hair and with one hand lifted me up off the couch into a standing position, and then pulling me behind her dragged me upstairs to one of the bedrooms. She let go and I stood perfectly still with my eyes pointed downward trying to show submission and respect. She stepped out of the room and came back with what I could see were two armfuls of things that she dropped on the floor, with the exception of a large towel that she spread over most of the bed letting it hang down over the foot of the bed. Shasha commanded me to sit on the edge of the bed and still looking down I obediently sat on the towel at the very middle of the bed on at the edge.
Sasha picked up a chain with very large links that had a clasp and wrapped it around my waist until it was so tight it pinched my skin, then clasped it shut. Sasha told me to look up which I did and she picked up a leather and chain bondage apparatus which included a collar for my neck and two cuffs for my wrists, so I was now bound in a “hands up” position where if I tried to lower my hands it choked my neck. She told me to lie down on my back and tuck my knees up to my breasts which I did and she bound each of my ankles with a leather cuff, and then using the chains attached to the cuffs on my ankles clasped them to rings that were on the cuffs on my wrists. I was now completely bound so I couldn’t move at all without causing pain to one part of my body or another, and the chains on my ankles were pulled so tightly that it pulled my hips upward completely exposing my pussy and ass.
I couldn’t tilt my head up, but Shasha was so tall after reaching down when she stood up I saw she was strapping on a large shiny black dildo and fastening it to her firmly. Without any lubrication she pressed the dildo slowly but firmly into my ass making me cry out in pain as tears started to well up in my eyes. She ignored my cries and did not relent as she continued to push the long, wide dildo until it was completely inside me. She grabbed my hips with her hands and fucked my ass slowly but with hard deep thrusts making me cry as tears streamed down my cheeks. This was one of the rare occasions when pain did not turn into pleasure and I cried the entire time she fucked my ass hard with that large dildo. I thought it went on forever, but really it was probably only about 10 minutes when she broke the silence and said “Brandy, cum”. It took a few seconds because I was in so much pain but my training was so ingrained that despite the agony I felt myself cum with my ass clenching on the dildo as I cried out loudly with a painful orgasm. Sasha waited until I stopped cumming and then slowly pulled the dildo out of my ass which was met with a deep sigh of relief from me. I was hoping that this had been my punishment and we could go back to our normal routine, but I was very wrong because that was just round one.
Shasha knelt down and I couldn’t see what she was doing but suddenly I felt her wipe lubricant on her left hand across my pussy, then with that same hand used her fingers to spread my pussy as wide open as she could. I then felt her slide three fingers from her other hand into my pussy, then a fourth, and finally her thumb, so that now all of her fingers were pushing inside my pussy slowly stretching it. She pushed her hand further into my pussy twisting her hand as she pushed so it slid more easily, and then using her strong fingers spread them to stretch my pussy wider after which she pushed her whole hand into my pussy; I cried out with my body trembling in pain. Shasha didn’t stop, she kept stretching, pushing and twisting until her wrist and then part of her forearm where inside me; the pain was excruciating. She paused for a moment, after which I felt her turn her hand facing downward and closed her hand into a fist and remained still for a brief period of time. While she was not moving I could feel my muscles start to relax and although my body was still shaking all over from the pain I started to feel a little pleasure from the pain. After the brief pause Shasha grabbed the heavy metal chain around my waist with her other hand and slowly began fucking my pussy with her fist, moving her whole arm back and forth as she pulled the chain forward each time she thrust her fist deep inside me. I had heard about this before but had never experienced it; the pain was both excruciating and becoming ever more pleasurable at the same time.
Shasha continued to fist fuck me for a long time and the longer it went on the more pleasure I felt from the pain; I hadn’t realized it but slowly over time Shasha was picking up the pace and I began moaning loudly. As soon as she heard me start moaning Shasha pushed even farther inside me; her hand now had to be past my cervix and well into my uterus when she thrust all the way forward. I couldn’t believe it but through all the pain I felt a deep strong orgasm building and was now crying out with each thrust of her hand. Shasha continued rhythmically fist fucking me while pulling the chain around my waist even harder now when she thrust her hand forward and let me cry out loudly for a long time; my eyes had rolled backward in their sockets and had closed a while ago. Finally after what seemed like forever, I heard Sasha give me the command “Brandy, cum” and the thrust her hand deep into my body as I screamed with my body convulsing from an orgasm that was both painful and intensely pleasurable at the same time. Shasha waited until my body spasms stopped; then very slowly slid her arm and fist out of me. But when her fist reached my pussy her knuckles were rubbing against my g-spot and her wrist was pressed against my urethra which made me scream out as it sent my body into squirting orgasmic spasms. Shasha held her fist still but pulled on the chain making me fuck her hand with each body spasm and squirt making me cum very long and hard, while I screamed in ecstasy the whole time. Eventually my body relaxed and Shasha removed her hand from my pussy.
Sasha stood up and left the room; when she returned she had cleaned up and put her dress and top back on. She silently began the process of removing all of the cuffs and chains that bound me into that extremely uncomfortable position; my arms and legs ached as they finally were released and I lay on the bed until my muscles stopped twitching, then sat up and waited. Shasha put her hands on her hips and said “I believe that was an appropriate response to your violation of the rules”, I replied “yes Mistress”. Sasha said “although I’m pleased that you accepted your punishment without complaint, I’m done with you for today. You can leave now” and without another word she walked out of the room. I went downstairs and got dressed, then left quietly knowing I would not see Sasha again today. As I started the long trip home with my body aching I had mixed feelings; I had pleased her with my obedience to her punishment but had displeased her by breaking the rules. I certainly wouldn’t ever break another of Sasha’s rules again because I could only imagine the punishments she could deliver would only get worse, but I will return and show I can behave as a proper Sub because that’s who I am. That night lying in bed I kept thinking of the new feelings I experienced with Sasha’s fist and fell asleep very sore but still aroused.