The first story is a truth and the 2nd story is a retelling of a dream.
This morning I was sleeping so hard and good. I was lost in an X rated dream. The kind of dream where your brain pulls out a deep dark fantasy that you've never told anyone and plays it out in perfect form with the hottest actresses and actors. Just when its getting to the best part, the part where things really heat up and you start to climax things stop. That bitch, Alarm Clock, starts screaming at you to get up and get going. This morning was different though. This morning was Masters morning off and with a twist of fate he rolled over to me and took what was his. He Used what he wanted and had.his fun. He took us both over the edge into climax land. What a morning. What a great way to start the day. This week and most of The time I find my self wondering what it was I did to ever end up with someone so wonderful. I can't say enough how much I love and appreciate this man and all he does for us.
Jan 13, 2017
The bay resort
I had a dream i was staying at a woodsy resort on the bay near san Francisco. I had been there a week. Last day before i was to fly home. Just M and me. We met someone new that I felt totally enthralled with. This person was someone I know irl... idk who, just looked vaguely familiar in some way. This person was talking casually Bout stopping by that night before our plane the next day.
We went outside. On the deck. A dizzying maze of water slides stood before us, Wrapping and twisting down into the cold water of the bay. I remember having intense butterflies of excitement that this person might come over. M grabbed me a life vest and said lets race. We each picked a slide and down we went.
I shot out of that slide with a swift force pushing me far from M. I couldn't feel the bottom. I asked M how deep it was. M shrugged his shoulders and said maybe 50-100ft. Idk he said. Just try to swim to shore please, you will be fine, he said.
I slipped out of my vest almost feeling pulled. As panic washed over me, M kept telling me to swim. Sadly i was lost in the throws of a bad panic attack. I remember their being train tracks over the water in the distance. 2 sets and now 2 trains going over. I bobbed, thrashed, and as water filled my lungs i failed to find you in those murky waters. Just when I thought it was over and I had drowned, I jolted awake.
Jun 26 2020.
Meeting the 5000 Character count is hard when I write short stories. so presenting some bdsm filler content. Slave Positions.
I have been tasked with memorizing and refamiliatizing myself with the positions of a slave. This Information may benefit anyone so I thought I'd share here.
Attend: This is when a slave is directed to ‘attend’ to the needs or serve another dominant (non-sexual).
Attention: This is a military position. The slave stands, feet and ankles together and her arms are at her sides, fingers curled slightly under and held at the thighs. Her back is straight and her eyes are focused on the horizon.
Assume Spot: This is generally a position to the left and slightly behind a dominant wherein the slave is in a comfortable position (not kneeling) which can be maintained for long periods of time. This is used to “park” a slave when not in use.
Auction: This is a position used to display a slave at a slave auction or to show your slave to others. The slave starts by facing the crowd with legs spread, arms at a 45 degree angle from the body with palms facing crowd (45 degrees from floor not 45 degrees from ceiling). On command the slave turns away from the crowd and assumes the same position in order to show her back side.
Bring-Get-Fetch: All variations of the same command which is used to set the slave into motion to retrieve an object or objects for her Master.
Come – Present: Generally a face down position, arms at the side, legs together. This is the definition of Present as a position.
Present: (variation) will have a submissive face down with arms stretched forward over her head, wrists crossed, and ankles crossed to represent cuffing.
Follow: To trail the dominant an exact pace 3-4 steps to the back and left of dominant.
Crawl: Generally a full forward belly crawls.
Down on Back: Assume position on back, legs together, and arms at side.
Close: Can be used physically, mentally or both; generally it means that the slave is to “close off” the genitals from view, from desire or both.
Crawl: (variation) knee and palm crawl.
Display: Any arrangement of body posture determined in advance by the dominant to be “the display position”; slave is to move out of that position until verbally released.
Dismissal: This is used for dismissal from presence for discipline or punishment and should include the slave backing away from the dominant, chin up, eyes lowered in whatever ‘mode of travel’ the slave is already in when the command is issued. Example, if the slave is standing the slave will back up standing. Slave is to remain “facing” their dominant until they have gone beyond the “threshold”; in common terms this is generally 10 feet (seldom implemented today). If the slave is in a crawling position when dismissal is ordered, they would crawl backward (again facing dominant) from presence.
Display: This position is often called Inspection. The Display command has several different means depending on your location. 1) English Classic Display, kneeling with thighs widely apart. The slave should interlock her fingers behind her head, chin should be up, eyes should be down, butt on heels, back is straight, chest and genitals presented in ‘display’ or for the viewing pleasure or inspection. 2) Modern, Standing in semi-military stance. Feet should be same width apart as the shoulders, fingers laced behind neck, chin up, eyes down, posture straight, full body and genital exposure. 3) In addition, in some areas “Display” was a command for the slave to show her Master her mouth, breast, anal area and cunt in four positions.
Examination: It is usually more than one position. The slave displays a part of her body then on command moves to the next position to display a different part of her body.
Informal or At Ease position: Very similar to military at-ease position. The slave standing with her feet at the same width apart as the shoulders, head up, eyes down, posture perfect but not stiff. The slave when standing next to other slaves should maintain one arm lengths distance on all sides if more than one slave is under inspection.
Inspection: Often used for 1) or 2) listed under Display.
Stool – table – ottoman: These are all variations of a slave as furniture on hands and knees with head down below table surface – back to be held firmly as furniture (footrest or table).
Parade rest: This is another military position. The slave spreads her feet apart to the width of the shoulders. The slave’s arms are behind her back and she cups one hand in the other at the small of her back. If used in a military fashion, the slave must first be at attention and when ordered to Parade rest, moves only her left foot and hands to assume the position. In the BDSM community this position is often used without going first to attention.
Present: This is commonly used to order slave into ‘modern’ kneel display position. Kneeling with thighs apart back should be posture perfect, chin up, eyes down, palms down and resting on the front of thighs, butt on heels. A variation is the English style, palms up on thighs (otherwise same as above).
Front cuff or back cuff: slave to move hands to front while maintaining any presentation position, or to the back. Cuffing can be ‘invisible.’
Present down: This position is generally where the slave moves from a standing or kneeling position into a full face down presentation. Note: Attaining the position should be done in a sensual fashion to provide visual pleasure to anyone viewing the change in position.
Guard: This order or command is exactly as it sounds; it orders the slave to guard whatever the dominant directs the slave to guard, such as property or even other people.
Fetch: The slave is to retrieve objects using only her mouth as a dog would.
Get – Bring: Same command as above.
Go to your Place: The slave goes to a predetermined location in the home and stays until her Master has a need for her.
Surrender – Prostate: Often melded to present down with ankles crossed and arms above head wrists crossed while lying face down.
Heel: The slave follows slightly behind and to the right of her Master. Often used if the Master wishes to engage in conversation while walking with his slave.
Humble: May include face down with legs parted to width of shoulders, arms out to sides to form a human cross shape and can be face up or face down.
Leave – Stop: Command to cease any and all activities without question.
English Obedience: Kneeling (same as English above) except that the slave will place her hands behind her back (often crossed at wrist) and will bend forward until her face is against the floor surface.
Modern kneel: Slave will rest her weight on her forearms with her hands meeting and her face moving down to rest against her wrists.
Open – present: As noted: Present is used in many ways. Open is or can be used to mean open physically, mentally or both, Open most often refers to genitals.
Worship: This command directs a slave into a position of worshipping a specific body part of the dominant.
Whip: This may be a standing or kneeling position. If standing the slave should be against a solid surface (hand bracing) exposing the back and buttocks for whipping. If kneeling, the slave should present back and buttocks in the air while adequately protecting the hands, and neck by keeping those areas down or under the body.
Present (position): May include ritualized offerings of a collar, or may blend with other commands such as ‘bring’ so that the slave ‘displays’ the object she has retrieved in a present position once returning to the presence of the dominant.
Exit or Leave Presence: Older traditions were for a slave never to turn her back on her dominant while moving ‘in presence.’ The turning of her back is considered an action of disrespect.